a letter

Su,I have to admitted that I 'm not a courage person. I always fear something, especially thefeeling of strange, such as strange environment , stuff, people and so on. Multiple things are outof control and I can't deal with each of them in time.I disappoint myself because I can’t make my English skill as well as I hoped it. Forspeaking , I ‘m unself-confident initially, because when I just arrived this class, almosteveryone live here longer than me, their speaking are all more mellow and listening is betterthan me; moreover, I was afraid to make mistake . Nearly every night I can’t fall asleep andthought about how to get over the nervousness .Because I know I should have done it better.Now I believe that I make a progress ; primarily , I overcome obstacle in my heart and canspeak English more confident than before , although sometimes I can’t fluently expressmyself . I ‘ll study harder and practice more , I believe that I can get a bigger achievement.